Meme DXI am a male. -------------I am a girl. I am shorter than 5'4. I have many scars. -------------I tan easily. -------------I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I want a tattoo. -------------I am self-conscious about my body.
Matt and Mello: WaitingDid you ever wonder what I was doing, all those years without you?The first few weeks were the worst. I didn't talk. I didn't eat. I slept nearly all day. I smoked for the first time.Roger came to me, eventually. He yelled a lot, about health and standards of living and how I was making a fool of myself. I guess his throat got sore, though, because finally he just deflated and sat on the edge of my bed and took my hand and told me that he was sorry, that you weren't coming back.I cried at that, and he patted my back and said comforting things, but I pushed him away. It wasn't him who I wanted to be there, consoling me. It was you.Don't look at me like that: you look like a hurt puppy. It's not your fault, not really. You only wanted to protect me, keep me out of your way, Near's way, Kira's way. You wanted me to have no part in any of it, other than a confused spectator.After my stage of depression came a desperate hope.I waited for you, you know. Every day, I ignored all the act